Went to a somewhat work-tangent offline meetup on Tuesday… Supposed to be not related to research, but some professors showed up anyways & I was presenting so I got quite nervous. My old nemesis where I get sick whenever I’m too stressed flared up again and I was sick the entirety of yesterday and now today, just when I was recovering from something else 🥲
Talked with a psychologist again in a long time. Apparently I no longer have issues with depression, but my work-induced anxiety from 2025 never went away. Currently trying to adjust my schedule to help reduce anxiety. hoping that things improve within 2 weeks
Also fun story, one of the guys at the meetup somehow found my old blog that I did not update since 2024. I never had my name attached to that blog and I’m pretty sure I wrote in my robots.txt for it to not be indexed. I guess either make it an open secret or I have to really up my opsec game, leaning towards the former
Went to a somewhat work-tangent offline meetup on Tuesday… Supposed to be not related to research, but some professors showed up anyways & I was presenting so I got quite nervous. My old nemesis where I get sick whenever I’m too stressed flared up again and I was sick the entirety of yesterday and now today, just when I was recovering from something else 🥲
Talked with a psychologist again in a long time. Apparently I no longer have issues with depression, but my work-induced anxiety from 2025 never went away. Currently trying to adjust my schedule to help reduce anxiety. hoping that things improve within 2 weeks
Also fun story, one of the guys at the meetup somehow found my old blog that I did not update since 2024. I never had my name attached to that blog and I’m pretty sure I wrote in my robots.txt for it to not be indexed. I guess either make it an open secret or I have to really up my opsec game, leaning towards the former