Thespians

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Always. When the previous conspiracy theory / rapture date / return of JFK / illuminati plot doesn’t turn out to be true, there’s no talking about it or self reflection, it’s just right onto the next conspiracy theory / rapture date / return of JFK / illuminati plot.

That’s awful and I’m sorry. But seemingly the way bullies are handled and I just don’t get it. I never faced anything nearly that bad. My major bully for a while was also my ‘friend’ that would tell me things like everyone else thinks I’m a nerd and loser and that he’s the only one that likes me, and would completely and randomly out of the blue put me in a headlock or wrestle me to the ground when I wasn’t expecting it. That stopped after I kicked him in the balls during one of those headlocks. And there’s one other guy I can remember that would do shit like pull me hair if he was sitting behind me. But most of my bullies were teachers to be honest. My class / grade 1 teacher went so hard (literally SCREAMING in your ear if you dropped your pencil or didn’t write neatly enough) that I ended up with a stutter for a little bit.

But I think I lucked out geographically in the '90s. In South Africa those were very hopeful times, at least when I was a little kid that hadn’t seen through the lie yet. Mandela was in power, we prided ourselves on being progressive and having “the best constitution in the world” and I bought in fully to the ‘rainbow nation’. We never really had bully problems in any schools I went to and there weren’t cliques like in American movies. Just the normies and not normies. Those on the inside and those on the outside. Plus we also wear school uniforms and boys have to have boy haircuts and girls have to have girl haircuts etc. So it was impossible to present as anything even remotely different to your AGAB, even if you wanted to.

Most, if not all Ghibli women and girls are awesome IMO. And Nausicaa just might be the most badass. Maybe next to Mononoke.

Tooth issues are the absolute worst and I’d only wish tooth pain on the worst of my enemies. Just one of the areas I’ve wrecked my life personally. Even now I still haven’t developed the clockwork habit of looking after them and have to stay consciously on top of it. I’ve been working hard on it but I’m still paying for my past in that regard. And just on the subject, what I get for that movie ticket price is fillings and extractions and that’s it. For anything else, like root canals, you have to go private. Although $6000 is just sadistic (so is $500 for an extraction actually) and I’m sorry that you have to deal with that. I would definitely be considering Mexico in your position.

nobody seems to notice and everyone just walks around like nothings wrong

I don’t use this expression a lot but so much this. It’s like everyone has just accepted that things are shit and so they’re going to wallow in shit and that’s fine. This reminds me of another story that’s probably going to be at least another paragraph, so if you check out of reading now, I don’t mind.

When I was in boarding school, at one point the staff punished the entire hostel for something that someone had done but not owned up to. I don’t know what was in the water that day but people were pissed to the point that a protest broke out. Marching around and going where we weren’t supposed to be, singing protest songs. I was in my element. I still remember our over religious, hypocritical asshole hostel master peering out from behind his curtain with a scared look on his face, it was lovely. Then the bell rang for homework time and the protest immediately stopped then and there and everyone went inside to do their homework. I can’t remember if the punishment was lifted but I doubt it.

And I think that moment left a lasting impression on me as far as my opinion of people in general goes.

Ah yes, Fox News. The company that is simultaneously ‘news’ or ‘entertainment’, depending on which description serves them better at the time. These are perfect representatives for the era where billionaires are supposedly ‘anti-establishment’ and book burners that police other people’s identities and force their religion onto others are supposedly all for free speech and freedom of expression.

I just don’t know anymore. How do you deal with people who will point at a fly and tell you that it’s a bird, while sincerely believing it?

Nah lol, not accusing you of anything. I just thought I’d go and take a look and see if I’d been duped by a photoshopped post but there it is, right at the top. Just below his description of “Professional Neckbeard” and pinned address where all the marks that support him can send him free stuff.

It’s literally the first unpinned post on his Twitter profile.

That’s one game that I never got into the hype train with and still haven’t got around to trying, even though it looks like it’s right up my alley. So I might be mistaken but wasn’t Minecraft originally an indie effort? I don’t like it but I can understand and appreciate giving indie devs support while they’re still working on things a lot more than paying the mega corporation for the privilege of being a beta tester.

NOW only it’s finished? When did it become normal for these companies to release half finished trash and use their paying customers as beta testers?

They have a browser but from what I gather, it’s just Chrome / Firefox fork no. 35,683 with a custom skin and a few add-ons pre-installed.

Here’s the most recent take of his that I’ve seen:

But he’s definitely a repeat offender in these circles.

As opposed to signalling that you have none.

I feel like in this case, it’s more than that. They’ve weaponized social media and successfully used that weapon within their own borders and now they’re targeting somewhere else. They want to freely push right wing ideologies and make right wing politicians look good everywhere. Says a lot that in order to achieve that, they need to do things like remove fact checking. But it’s been proven now that ‘alternate facts’ are very effective at convincing masses of people that you’re a free speech warrior while burning books in their faces, or that you care about the kids while campaigning for child marriage and child labour, just for a couple of examples.

It’s convinced working class people that union busting, eternally greedy, multi-billionaires are their ‘anti-establishment’ heroes. And it’s convinced whiny, insecure, porn addicted men that they’re all ‘alphas’, every one of them.

We’re entering an era where freedom=slavery and it didn’t even require any master plan or deception. All it relied on was the fact that people are inherently shitty and only see and hear what they want to see and hear. And it worked. The people they worship or openly slimeballs and garbage human beings for us all to see with our own eyes. But it worked.

Asmongold is one of these ‘anti-woke’ YouTubers. Spends a fair amount of time complaining about women not looking pretty enough for his standards from what I’ve seen, while he himself looks like a fucking rat, with a bedroom that looks like a rat’s nest. I hate downing people’s looks and I too, have been a depressed mess with a terrifying bedroom before. But also, people in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones.

I don’t actually follow any of these YouTubers and to be honest the only time I ever use YouTube is when I’m in the mood for some music videos but I’ve seen this asshat come up over and over in feminist spaces and places where people make fun of the anti-woke grifters and the idiot marks that adore them.

Yeah it’s a pretty sad state that the system in the US is comparable to 3rd world countries. Here in South Africa, the standard healthcare isn’t awful. I’ve had quite a lot of dental work done over the years for a once off payment a few years ago that was less than a movie ticket.

But it’s a chaotic experience. There’s definitely no personal touch, you’re just one in a sea of people getting herded around until your turn comes, the staff are overworked and most likely underpaid so they don’t exactly have an aura of friendless and helpfulness, and you’re not even guaranteed to end up seeing the same dentist every time.

And I kinda shudder to think of what the mental health version of all of this would be. Not at all confident that they don’t just prescribe random generic pills to every second person and call it a day. I actually made a post asking for advice about it in the autism sub on Reddit around a year or so ago and never got a response, so clearly there weren’t many South Africans around there.

I’ve already subscribed to a few Blåhaj based communities from here in lemmy.world. If you search communities, you can choose between ‘local’ and ‘all’. The only difference from subscribing to a native community is that instead of immediately saying “joined” it first says “subscription pending” for a few seconds. But I haven’t needed to jump through any particular hoops to subscribe to communities outside of lemmy.world yet.

I think that when I successfully appealed before, I must’ve just caught someone in a good mood. Because to be honest the ban that I successfully appealed was for a much spicier comment than the ban that I was now unsuccessful at appealing. So the impression I get is that it just depends on if the person seeing your appeal is an asshole or not.

I started off on MySpace when I was around 17 or 18. But back then I didn’t have uncapped wifi and I would’ve had either a brick or a java dumbphone in my pocket, so I only really accessed it at work. Those were fun times though.

After MySpace I used various forum sites. I wasn’t interested in Facebook because my opinion was “been there, done that with MySpace” but a family member signed me up there. And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t end up hooked there for a few years.

When I finally discovered Reddit though, I dropped Facebook like a hot potato and went all in. It was like the forum sites I loved but bigger and better and with everything in one place.

Never could get the hang of Twitter though. I don’t ‘get’ places like Instagram either because you can in fact, post photos on other social media too. And the comment sections are a dumpster fire. And I tried TikTok but see absolutely no value in being spoonfed content instead of choosing.

Nah you’re right, I’ve probably needed therapy for a long time. In fact, I’m pretty sure that I’m lifelong undiagnosed something, either autism or ADHD or both. And definitely depression, although I’m starting to believe that it’s a symptom rather than the cause. And going around like this without answers or treatment has kinda wrecked my life so far.

The thing that has been holding me back from seeking answers in recent years is that I really can’t afford private help and I have strong doubts about the public healthcare system in my country, particularly when it comes to mental health. But I’m starting to realise that the least I could do is try it.

I think what happened with me on Bluesky is that when things started off ok there, I started daydreaming that I could put the recluse life behind and re-join the world. I wanted to try something completely different from Reddit and I was invested in making something for myself on this shiny new platform, leaving the recluse life behind me and rejoining society. For years, apart from checking other platforms out occasionally, Reddit was my sole social media, so it was a new, exciting adventure lol. I built up some pretty big expectations of how it was going to go in my head and reality didn’t live up to it. Maybe I can be ready to try again once I’ve settled here properly for my main social media fix and it’s no longer this personal project that I can’t live up to.

And to answer your first question (sorry), as I understand it, it’s not federated but it is open source and available for others to make use of the protocol if they want.