Don’t say your opinion online, or angry people will downvote you and “shame” you to death. People, are we allowed to say what we feel? No, not really. It’s just an echo chamber, as much as it is in society. I thought the internet was supposed to be a place for freaks and geeks to get a chance to say what they feel instead of being silenced like we are so readily in reality. Such a shame.
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I am mixed, so not really at all unless I am put under some deathly ass sun. I just kinda turn brown. Orange -> brown. I will say though, I had the displeasure of skinning off a good portion of skin at one point in my life. The scar tissue does burn. Which I find out every spr-ummer. I am dating a professional lobster.
I have yet to see any anime porn. True story. I don’t seek it out, so there could be that. I also hate memes, believe it or not. They like…fuck with my brain. So I try to stay away from them. PieFed is best for this kind of stuff. I made an account just to try to filter out more. Maybe check it out? Reddit sucks shit, by the by. So you know, I think in this situation having nothing might be better than having to be on either a) Reddit or b) Seeing a bunch of stuff you don’t want.
I’m from DC, and I flipped once because a ball of lightning about 14" around “flew” through our place. Went through a bookshelf, hit a corner, followed the other wall and disappeared through it. Various people saw it, I watched as they all watched it. I think the brain is funny though, cause I seem to be the only one who remembers it. I just figured DC is weird as fuck, and it’s one of the DC has some spoopy shit going on type of things. When I was younger, I used to crawl through The Capital at night going through it’s underbelly and such. Was always so “electric” feeling. Rooms never felt truly empty, even if you went into one lined with ten pounds of fabric and doors that could smash you dead. Sometimes, DC feels like the Bermuda Triangle in my head. It’s different nowadays, but it still holds that image.
I have a friend who teaches children art. If it wasn’t so late, I would ask him for some pointers. I think though, he just plays with them pretty much. As in, he’s okay doing goofy things with kids like making a noise and having them match it or things like that. When you get people (kids, etc.) open to playing with you, I think it allows people to open up more which can be good for creativity. I would suggest looking into Lynda Barry books, especially Syllabus. There’s also a comic book artist she recommends in the book but I can’t find his name. He has a very creative exercise in which you take a series of note cards and draw a comic a panel a card and shift them around until they assemble the story you’d like. I suppose just looking into drawing games as a whole will probably assist. I myself like to put a series of shapes on whatever I am working on and turn them into whatever I see from them. Either way, sounds like you’re doing some good. So good on you =)
I played Tenchu recently, and it was just as good as it was the first time I played it. Those controls are jank, but it’s really a fun game regardless. It has a wonderful soundtrack, and it feels foreboding which is lovely for a ninja game. I feel the same sense of dread that I do as if I were playing a horror game or something. It’s quite good!
Legend of Mana is an amazing game. It’s a game that showed me that nostalgia isn’t just about the game but the people with whom you spent playing the game with. I tried playing it again when I got my V10. I thought, this is a wonderful game. It’s got a great soundtrack, great spritework. I love these characters. I love making the map. Only catch is it’s just me putzing around here. and I really miss playing this with someone else. I saw they remastered it, but there’s really no point on account of what I said. It’s truly a lovely game though.
You are 20 years old. You can be anything from this point on. We can’t fix a damn thing about what we did in the past. We can just you know, help forge a better future. If people fuck you up, you can take a break from deep relationships. You can just have superficial ones, which are easier to manage. Idk where you’re at, but try to find something productive you can put a lot of energy into and take it from there. If you do something very technical, you don’t really need to bring anything but a simple respect for others to the table. You don’t have to talk feelings, or really at all outside of expressing logical thoughts. Idk what to say about the emotionally unstable part. I’m not a doctor, but I was once young. I am not sure if this still holds true, but I remember hearing your brain isn’t even fully formed until you’re 25. 20 is a good age to be anything, so like I said - just find something you can tolerate (or in theory enjoy) and do that and you’ll see the blocks start falling into place. Also if you can’t talk to someone, write. I mean you can write here, but I think you should just grab some paper and shit all over it. Just shit, and shit, and shit. Just take all your word goo and plop it on the pages. Make sure it’s somewhere you feel is safe and destroy it when you’re done. It helps a lot, I’d like to think. Also feel free to shout into pillows. I don’t do it, but I hear it’s the shit.
While I don’t have the entire picture, I can say a couple of things that have turned me off of the app as a whole. You have pretty much no control over your data, and you must supply a telephone number in order to setup an account. Many developers create communities on it though, so it makes it hard not to use. Personally? Non-data related - I find it insultingly busy. I am not the target audience though.
Yo, this is the funniest shit ever! The thing I will never forget is how steep stairs felt going upwards because of the row houses. The owl head shape of the place too. Illuminati =P!