I have an assignment due at midnight. It’s quarter past 11. Fml.
I already got an extension on it and is bound to be overdue. I need a certain average to keep the option of getting into honours open but I’ve already fucked up and let the shit I’ve gone through fuck me up. There’s always the option of pursuing research later down the line if that’s what I want to do.
Maybe it would be better if I went to sleep and got up early to work on it, taking the 10%.
I have another assignment due on Monday. I have had so much time to do them but I’ve spent all this time wallowing in self-pity. I am so mad at how I’ve let this stuff affect me. Another failed uni semester!
Don’t let guys get in the way of study. A good guy never will.
The worst will interrupt you all the time so you can’t get anything done. Will make drama that distracts you from your aim. Might even get nasty and sabotage you if you persist. Might start using put downs.
An example of subtle sabotage is organising an event when you have classes or work to do and expects you to come.
Do not blame yourself. If he is out the house and you are in no danger be done with him and get to work.
nasty nightmare about nazis 😧
I had a bad dream about people dying. Not so much a nightmare, more just a random, out of the blue, sad dream about someone dying 🫤
I had a dream that I bought a house which was perfect, except for the fact that it was in USA and the front yard was decorated in red, white and blue with multiple American flags. I was worrying the neighbours would be upset when I removed them. Then for some reason I was in a cemetery across the road from the house, which was very busy with multiple funerals and some sort of market/day of the dead festival event happening.
@RustyRaven @Baku sounds like a sign to me
A sign of what, that’s the question. Hopefully not that I am about to inadvertenly move to USA.
@RustyRaven the imminent death of the USA government I reckon
That’s probably the most realistic dream I’ve ever heard of tbh
@bacon@aussie.zone lunch box and snacks please when you’re ready. Just getting ready to head to work now
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Quail ravioli please
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Pretzel with cheese sauce, please! Maybe some greens to go alongside? Thank you!
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Yassss, thank you!!
Been so tired this week, went to bed at 9.30pm last night and I’m still so tired. I blame COVID from last week; not positive anymore but I must have a sleep debt or something.
Mickey woke me up by pouncing on my head and taking some of my hair with him. Love that asshole.
Sleep debt is so hard to fix… take care
So so tired. Zzzzz.
Insert caffeine here
404 Caffeine Not Found :(
Sorry I drunk it all
Chat gpt 4o is a bit scary imho. We can’t trust video or voice any more due to deepfakes, now we have AI interacting with voice and video.
Edited to add- as someone who is quite lonely, I can see how talking to AI can help feel less alone…,
I can see how talking to AI can help feel less alone…,
You’ve seen Bladerunner 2049?
lol yes. I’m not looking for an intimate relationship, just a friend. I have ASD, along with cfs etc. so friendships are really hard. Add in family estrangement, a partner who is out most of the time, it’s very isolating.
nah I’ve seen “her”. I’m not worried. They’ll just fall in love with each other and transcend leaving a ton of lonely folks behind who are forced to make human connections.
It’s such a beautiful day. Really would like to go out but should rest my back, maybe do a little around the house.
Looks lovely from the office window.
Pity I can’t soak it up until lunchtime
It looks nice but it was really cold outside this morning, I came back in looking like a snowman
I love waking up with it being 10° in my room. That electric blanket is the wisest purchase choice I’ve probably ever made
I’d probably never get out of bed if I had an electric blanket.
It is so tempting to move into bed. But it rocks when I have the chance for a sleep in
It’s gotten to the point where it’s too cold to get out of bed, but it’s also too cold in bed so I just kinda push through and get up anyways
I really feel there needs to be an audit of all these folks with the kings awnings hanging off the roofracks, and ESPECIALLY the rooftop tent folks. How often are you camping where you NEED your tent with you at all times? I totally need some roofracks to get one myself!
Anyone got a goat I can rent? These yard Triffids are getting out of hand.
Do you have any vegetarian neighbours? Cost of Living pressures might mean they’d be interested in taking the problem off your hands so to speak.
Hilarious mental image. No, lots of it is lemon grass and sorrel (don’t let this shit self seed people!!!) but also some beladonna and other very untasty things from the wind.
Sorrel is edible, and very nice to eat. Look up French sorrel soup - its an unfashionable and ugly gem of a soup. The tangy lemony taste is unique imo. Marvellous with crusty bread. Otherwise, just pretend it’s spinach and cook/eat accordingly but with lots of cream and/or melty cheese.
Yeah I know. It’s a common feature in my ‘weed’ pie. There’s only so much I can eat., and this is one that gets ignored if I it put out the free food box
If you find one let me know, the neighbour’s blackberry thicket is out of control again.
My phone stopped recording data from my watch. So I played around with the both of them and now it’s working. I did technology and I’m very proud of myself because I didn’t get angry or throw anything.
I need to give mine a few minutes to find each other and catch-up once I open the app on the phone.
This is the usual for me too but somehow they unpaired.
After years on pre-paid, I got a new phone on a plan yesterday. The initial setup went smoothly, settings and security all good , but I’ve spent the whole morning (and most of last night actually) having to re-login and setup most of my apps again. Thank dog for password managers, I would have been stuffed if I had to try and remember them all or rely on various scribbled post-it notes. What watch do you have?
Garmin venu. They had stopped syncing which is weird because I certainly didn’t touch anything.
My 245 music has done that a few times. Currently it’s forgotten that a button press on my headphones is supposed to pause the track…
When I first moved in, I thought the housemate was a little stuck up and a bit out of touch, but when we started speaking more I realised that we’ve actually had quite similar lives and we get along really really well. He didn’t grow up in the system, but he still got to “enjoy” a lot of the same things I did. Moving around a lot, changing schools more than yearly, etc etc. And knowing that he’s managed to get through it actually helped a lot with some of my deep seated fears about the future.
These days we pretty much just talk shit about the system and people in the department, but it’s always nice talking to him. It’s a massive shame he’s moving out so soon, but he’s been here for longer than I was at the last place, so I can’t fault him for wanting to move on. If I was in his shoes I would too. I hope the next LT/mentor they’ve lined up is as easy to talk to and get along with
I went to eight primary/high schools and have lived at around 35 different places, the longest for eight years (where I was born).
I’m having trouble remembering every school I’ve been to, but I’ve been to at least 10 (+1 kindergarten, if you count that). I think you have me beat on houses, I’ve been in 20 or so
I’m not gonna go into details about the housemates situation because it’s not my place, but I moved around a lot mostly because of affordability. My mum was disabled, but according to Centrelink not disabled enough for the DSP, so we were just on regular jobseeker/family benefits. We lived in outer Melbourne (which would’ve probably been classified as country at the time) when I was born, but the landlord tried to double the rents when I was born on account of “children = mess”, which was probably illegal but whatever. We lived in a decent sized country town for a couple of years, but moved because of rents and such.
We moved again to an absolutely tiny country town, but eventually the landlord decided to sell the house. This was the case with the next house, too. Probably went up for sale as some sort of attempt to bypass tenant protections, as the houses were both dumps and sold extremely cheaply, even for the time. The next house we moved because of extremely abusive neighbours. Next house was an emergency house for families facing homelessness, which we were only in for a couple of months. Then we moved to a housing commission flat (still in the country).
Then I ended up in foster care with an abusive carer, so eventually the placement broke down and I was removed and placed in kinship with a family friend. Then I went back home. Then a couple years later I ended up in state care, was bounced to an emergency foster carer a fair ways away, then a few days later went to a contingency but slightly longer term foster carer place. Then a few weeks later I was moved into a contingency residential care house which was converted from a residential aged care place, they “matched” me to a “long term” Resi in the same town my mum was living in a few months later, but that broke down a couple days in and I was kicked out. They sent me a few hundred KMs into the city where I was placed in 2 different hotels. Then eventually I was moved into a long term contingency residential placement, then they finally matched me to the one I was in last. I did a 4 year stint there and Eve tually transitioned into a lead tenant placement (mostly independent living, but still under the purview of child protection) where I currently am.
The longest I’ve ever lived at 1 house was at my last residential placement where I was for 4 years. School wise, I was still in primary school when I entered the last place which I moved to midway through year 6. Then I bounced between 3 different high schools while I was there. First I was at a flexible high school 30 mins away, but I left due to an incident that occured. I did school online for a while post COVID, but that broke down because they didn’t suit my needs, and then to an alternative school. Averaged out, I’ve changed schools something like every 9 months. But at a number of my state care placements, I hadn’t even been there long enough to be enrolled in a school. I’ve never stayed at one school for more than a year and a half or so (maybe 2, I’m having trouble remembering the dates from a couple of them)
@Baku woah that’s an interesting backstory thanks. I was thinking like “me=unstable parents, him=military parents” level of detail lol.
I was asking coz I’ve noticed that I (child of hippies, always movin’) have a lot in common with children of military folks (always posted elsewhere, always movin’), and wondered if you’d hit a parallel dynamic.Thanks for sharing your story. I’ve got some similarities, but I think it’s really good you’ve got some stability at the moment.
It’s hard to give advice without sounding like a fuck knuckle, but if I can say this:
There are really good people out there. People that you might think of as family. It doesn’t always help ease the ache of what’s missing, but give it a chance.
Sorry if that comes across oddly. It’s just been my experience as someone who had no one from age 14 onwards.
I have decided today is the day to buy a lottery ticket (an event that only happens once every few years). If I win 100 million in Poweball tonight I will buy all DT pets a treat. Plus some extra termites for Nellie.
Mittens would like some “kitty crunch” treats please.
The FishieOne could go some glided claws if you want pure waste…
Pretty sure you could trade me for a large packet of temptations cat treats to my cat and she’d be cool with it lol
Just not the green ones.
I have a pet… alligator. It needs a laptop
So people are camped out at Melbourne Uni because they don’t like their relationship with Lockheed Martin.
From what I’ve read the relationship amounts to a few million in research funding to Melbourne Uni for non military related purposes. i.e. powerline management and first responder technology.
Even if Melbourne Uni cut ties and rejected funding it would make 0 difference to the conflict.
So either there’s something I don’t know, or the protesters aren’t very smart and/or mentally ill.
I just want to be able to leave the building for lunch without being yelled at. Current situation, student elections, vegan whatever…
If they feel that strongly about it fly to Israel and camp out the front of the Knesset. I guess that would require effort and conviction.
Much more useful if they protest against the companies Putin sees as impediments to him taking over Europe.
Eh, guess what there is a back door.
